warning us for our own good

when i went to sabathani today to work, they had a holiday party upstairs- i remember seeing something about the party last week but i forgot. so i went upstairs in a room and had things to eat and a little party with the other people who work there. grump is making his impression on people. at the party, one of the men there warned everyone on mic about grump's horrible policies coming for everyone and how if we didn't get him out of office as soon as possible- everyone is in danger. last night, douglas was telling me how ice has been arresting minorities in minneapolis all the time and i don't remember if he said someone got killed by ice. i'm going to say straight up- if you're condoning the shit ICE is doing or if you think grump has good policies- you should just take yourselves out of my life because that may be what happens to me getting taken out of your lives because of ice.. even if fredrick just took me to get my citizenship verified but those dicks arrested abrego garcia and beat the shit outta him then they took him to an el salvador prison until he managed to get his lawyers to get him out and sued the hell outta the grump administration. amanda is a grump supporter.. probably like a lot of that side of the family which i'm ashamed of- so that's another reason why i'm moving ANYWHERE BUT THE AREA WHERE THAT DISGRACEFUL SIDE OF THE FAMILY IS- INCLUDING *YOU* MOM. i'm not kidding either. if i gotta visit the big guy upstairs to get away from that side of the family.. you better bet your ASS i WILL. got it amanda? now you can go laugh with dustin about this. no wonder why i was diagnosed with PTSD. i'm assuming my mom's mom's side of the family is responsible for a lot of this shit. to my grandma's neice calling me a "welfare rat" with her boyfriend to my grandma's nephew (her neice's brother) being a big fuckin racist honkey piece of shit. you're completely stupid and ignorant if you don't recognize why the hell my psychologist diagnosed me with PTSD. thanks a lot assholes. maybe you'll get the solution to this to just MIND YOUR OWN FUCKIN BUSINESS to clean up your identity with me and in general? i just recognized that i didn't get diagnosed with ptsd until like 23 yrs. AFTER the car accident i was in. a person would normally expect to get diagnosed with ptsd right after a traumatic car accident like the one i was in- no one really brought it up until recently when my family is trying to dictate my life to their convenience and benefit when THEY DON'T EVEN ANSWER THE DAMN PHONE WHEN THE EMERGENCY ROOM CALLS THEM and they don't keep in contact with me.. (with exception to my cousin joe, who is really actually my mom's DAD's side of the family (so my grandpa's side of the family).. my mom's MOM's side of the family all seem to feel too entitled, so they make remarks, talk about me, and laugh at me- YES. I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU- AMANDA, DUSTIN, AND THE REST OF THE IDIOTIC COUSINS ON THAT SIDE.. and NO i don't mean ALL the cousins on that side.. just the racist dicks who seem to look down on people that have it worse than them).